1.19am
i just arrived. my eyes are drooping but i have to go online not to blog (this is but incidental) but to chat with J, she's offline so i just sent her an email. We were not able to meet this Saturday because i have a battle this week, i assumed she consented (because for a while i thought it was taking its toll on our relationship... it is, but we are managing... i think so... hoping...), and base on her mails there is the element of consent.
so why am i late? i attended a xmas party at dampa. it was fun and nice but im too tired to enjoy every bit of it. my eyes are squinting but my lips are curling... smiling. gravity is pulling my shoulders yet my voice is booming... laughing.
there's another xmas party scheduled for thursday, and 2 for friday..... YES it's xmas na.... everybody anticipates these events .... and i cannot care enough. still am swamped with digests, provisions and reviewers.
sige matutulog na ko..... gigising pa ako ng 3.30, maliligo, sasakay ng pa-ayala, papasok sa opisina ng ala-sais, mag tatrabaho....
