ryoka-bleached-hallow

chuckling fake laughter
smile that ponders mala fide
superficial superiority
narcissistic tendencies

molting birthday boy

A few days ago, i felt uncomfortable reclining on my office chair. The burning sensation has been superseded by the sporadic itching. I dismissed the annoying itchiness to be nothing life threatening, so i continue with my routine.

So yesterday, as I step my first step towards the realization/actualization of my DREAM, of what I've always wanted to be; something happened. The Manila super summer humid heat had me sweating sticky tropical sweat. This i think made the itching unbearable. I was tapping at my back like a wild monkey looking for lice, LOL. And to my horror, the place where the itching occurs has been replaced by bumps forming clusters. Ugly thoughts raised through my mind like, 'may ginalaw ba kami sa ilog, at pinarusahan ako ng diwata ng pagsanjan?', 'Skin disease?','Parasites eating my skin?','Naagnas na ba ako?'. Hahahha .. But of course, there was no thought of dying, i know, I'm not dying, skin molting is really superficial. Natakot lang ako dun sa pulutong ng pantal. Hahaha... Imagine the shock and disgust in my face when i got the chance to view it in a mirror... Parang na- aagnas nga! hahahhaa....

I turned 18 yesterday! LOL. My guess was wrong that I'll turn grumpier. QLC did not impinge its presence, instead I felt at ease and serene. Maybe because lately, I've loosen up on myself. I've tried CONFORMITY (I'll expound on this some other time). Maybe because I've accomplished previously must-do-things-before-i-die. Whatever it is that's keeping QLC at bay is a welcome respite.

I've cooked pancit canton ala Ding Hao (not bad for a first try, next time I'll add more sauce... :D ). Fried chicken, and ice cream. My sister gave me Mernel's cake. And we devour the food noisily happy!

Next year, I'll be 18 again. :D

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tommorow is our 10th month
on the 5th month of this year.
who'd have taught we'd survive
we're miles apart but not our heart
i know it's hard, effort so valiant
patience, soon enough we can frolic
amongst the greeneries and the blues
hampered not by space-time continuum
oh how i look forward into holding you near
spending the time that evade us dear

* 10 (decimal) == 1010 (binary)

minsan isang araw

Pagkatapos ng matagal na panahon, nagka-kitakita rin kami. Ang nakakatuwa doon ay hindi lang kami-kaming magkakabarkada, kasama na ang mga espesyal na babae/lalaki sa aming buhay. Hehehe... Akalin mo nga naman, dati'y mga gusgusing estudyante ng kolehiyo doon sa paanan ng bundok, ngayo'y pormang porpesyonal na! Hehe.. Ang sarap ng pakiramdam lalo na ng magsimula ng magkuwentuhan at higit na masaya ang panguuyam sa mga nahuli ng dating at sa mga absenot. Nakakaaliw din kasi magaling makisama ang mga bfs at gfs nila. Malungkot din kasi hindi ko kasama yung gf ko.

Mga kwentuhang pangnakaraan...
Laglagan ng mga kaibigan. Mga kabalastugan, lasingan, at dating karelasyon. Ngiti lang. Tawa ng konti. Humalakhak kung hindi na mapigil.

pangkasalukuyan...
Ikwento ang trabaho. Sa Accenture, Canon, CyberJ, at Link2Sys. Pero konti lang, iwan ang trabaho at usapang geek sabi ni D. LOL.

at panghinaharap...
May balak ba kayong mag-abroad? Saan kayo lilipat? Bigboss ka na? Saan ka mag-aaral?

At dahil sa malalayo pa ang uuwian, unti-unting nagpaalam. Kamayan, ngitian, samahan ng mga magkakaibigan.

Ang mga nakadalo: J&N,S&I,J&I,R&J,D,M, &N
Ang mga absenot: K,K,& J

Abangan.... Magkakaroon ng ikalawang bahagi, magdamag na paglangoy-langoy. Nasa yugto pa lang naman ng pag pa-plano... Nakakakapanabik.

Spider sa cornflakes

The spider ate too much corn. Hindi sulit yung pinila namin. I'm no professional movie critic so I'll leave those technicalities to the pros and the wannabes, but i have to really tell my tale.

The ticketing booth at the mall has provided for 4 lines. So, there were 4 serpentine lines. But to everyone's chagrin, there were only two ticketing ladies who seemed to be shocked at the enormity of the crowd. Thus ,explains the crawling serpentine web of people of all ages. 1.5hrs wasted on falling in line.

S3 tried to cater to all generations ending up in a dissapointingly dismal display. The movie is too long for the kids less than 5 that those cuddly little monsters sitting at the back had started to kick at our chairs. And there were crying little devils everywhere... Ampf. Don't get me wrong, I like kids, In fact I enjoyed listening to them asking questions. Mga bibo. But bitchy kids are -- bitchy. Hahahaha...

S3 was corny. The dance was ok for 10- 20 seconds, but a full song? And what's with the crowd acting straight like from a comic book? They might as well have added dialogue balloons.. Ampf. And the reporter acting too eager beaver? Ahhhh...

If they planned it to be annoyingly corny, then, hands down, they've achieved their goal. Hahahaha...

But I like the fighting scenes.

Oh, and casting Topher Grace was nice. Parang 'That 70s show' ang kulit niya.