LOL. Around me are people busy building codes. Unmistakably serious, immersed in machine language. Always evaluating to a boolean value. They are in a different plane than I am, they are inside the matrix, 0s and 1s in 2s complement. They are carefully entering the logic gates of cyberworld, on and off, true or false, true if and only if true, true if false. And they repeat this cycle infinitely. for(;;).
I, on the other hand, am lost in Konoha. YouTube is my new friend; my portkey to the Hidden Leaf Village. While my colleagues digest the latest AJAX tech, I practice on my kagebunshin no jutsu. I can't even hit a bull's eye with my shuriken. LOL.
Don't get me wrong. I'm finish with my assigned task and I have even passed the astute probing of our QAs. It's that I just don't have a genetic predisposition to debate on asynchronous javascripts and how they apply with the peer to peer chatting. I don't care if someone can represent his daily vanity tasks with pie charts churned by the GD library. I am not a void method nor am I a polymorphic class that extends to every blueprint of my class. I am guessing, at the rate we are finishing our project, deadlock and starvation is nearing its dénouement. And I couldn't care more. Naruto, Sakura, and Sasuke provides an even more exciting plot.
Naruto Shippuuden. After 912.5 days of training... Naruto came back with Matandang Mahilig. Sakura trained with Tandang Tsunade. So asa pa, gahalimaw rin ang lakas. They have changed so much, kaka-ADIK manood.
Wednesday, February 28
Tuesday, February 20
neozep and me
Still groggy from 1000mg of neozep. I reported late for work. And my sinusitis is at it again. The pressure on my head is so intense it's making me cry involuntarily. This is the one situation that prevents me from wearing my contacts. I usually wear them 3 weeks straight -- without cleaning (hahaha). Argh, it's hard to breathe.
I opened my browser and went to CNN and Lo, an anti-Christ, proud and perky.... Am i dreaming, nay hallucinating? I'm an optimist, really. But what's happening terrifies (excites) the bejeezus out of me. Abnormal weather, terrorists on the loose, natural disasters , and now tadaaaa.. the anti - christ!
Whew.... abangan and susunod na kabanata....
I opened my browser and went to CNN and Lo, an anti-Christ, proud and perky.... Am i dreaming, nay hallucinating? I'm an optimist, really. But what's happening terrifies (excites) the bejeezus out of me. Abnormal weather, terrorists on the loose, natural disasters , and now tadaaaa.. the anti - christ!
Whew.... abangan and susunod na kabanata....
Monday, February 19
kung hei fat choi - kungzifatza
Friday, Feb 16, 2007 @ 10:03 pm I received a foreboding text message.
Not so good news. Can you or Mell come to work tomorrow? !@#$% server crashed. Need to reinstall the application.
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Saturday, Feb 17, 2007
A committed suicide by jumping off a building. He fell on B. A survived the crush while killing B on the process.
Was A liable for B's death?
I can't believe how others tried to buy their way out of the hypothetical question. Funny thing was, one lady answered that B for all his bad luck should sue A (Didn't B just die beacause A landed on him. Funny girl.)
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Sunday, Feb 18, 2007 @ 8:05 am
Still tired and sleepy from saturday activities, I went to our office. Sunday and Ayala avenue was like a ghost town save for a group of 2-3 person, probably call center agents. Our office building, I found out, closes its front entrance. And I have to sign the guard's logbook. There was only one elavator available, well who would use it anyway on a sunday.
And why on Konoha's name am I in the office on a Sunday? Because our Php 100K+ server conked out without any signs of imminent breakdown. Alone in the office at 8:00 am on a sunday? I can say I'm living my life to the foolest... And what a streak of badluck, with outside temparature reaching 35 degrees centigrade, I have to endure a 2 hour bus ride which has a powerful aircon that can't even lower the temparature half a degree. Result -- headache. All is well that ends well yakitty-yak-yak... nuninu... kung hei fat choi ...
Not so good news. Can you or Mell come to work tomorrow? !@#$% server crashed. Need to reinstall the application.
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Saturday, Feb 17, 2007
A committed suicide by jumping off a building. He fell on B. A survived the crush while killing B on the process.
Was A liable for B's death?
I can't believe how others tried to buy their way out of the hypothetical question. Funny thing was, one lady answered that B for all his bad luck should sue A (Didn't B just die beacause A landed on him. Funny girl.)
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Sunday, Feb 18, 2007 @ 8:05 am
Still tired and sleepy from saturday activities, I went to our office. Sunday and Ayala avenue was like a ghost town save for a group of 2-3 person, probably call center agents. Our office building, I found out, closes its front entrance. And I have to sign the guard's logbook. There was only one elavator available, well who would use it anyway on a sunday.
And why on Konoha's name am I in the office on a Sunday? Because our Php 100K+ server conked out without any signs of imminent breakdown. Alone in the office at 8:00 am on a sunday? I can say I'm living my life to the foolest... And what a streak of badluck, with outside temparature reaching 35 degrees centigrade, I have to endure a 2 hour bus ride which has a powerful aircon that can't even lower the temparature half a degree. Result -- headache. All is well that ends well yakitty-yak-yak... nuninu... kung hei fat choi ...
Tuesday, February 13
puso piso pisi paso
dahil sa tayoy magkalayo
maraming pagkakataong di magtagpo
ang takbo ng relo'y hindi makakibo
mga araw sa kalendaryo'y di makapanuyo
gayon pa ma'y hindi humahapis
panaho'y di dapat sayangin sa pagtangis
datapwat kelangang dumalisdis
ng mga luhang sa pisngi kumukiskis
bukas na ang araw ng mga puso
puso nati'y nagsisiphayo
tibok na pinipilit pabagalin
halik ko'y ipapadala na lang sa hangin
~hapi balentayms :)
maraming pagkakataong di magtagpo
ang takbo ng relo'y hindi makakibo
mga araw sa kalendaryo'y di makapanuyo
gayon pa ma'y hindi humahapis
panaho'y di dapat sayangin sa pagtangis
datapwat kelangang dumalisdis
ng mga luhang sa pisngi kumukiskis
bukas na ang araw ng mga puso
puso nati'y nagsisiphayo
tibok na pinipilit pabagalin
halik ko'y ipapadala na lang sa hangin
~hapi balentayms :)
Tuesday, February 6
ultra horny
I finished the assigned task earlier, but J asked me to trash that one out (after working on the 20 page documentation, nayak!). We will be using the package application. I just configured the system and will try to do it tommorow.
Google. google. Blog Blog. And came across the blog of the GREAT Dra. Margie Holmes through the blog of carlos celdran. (Balang araw mag sa- signup ako sa isang walking tour niya. Gusto ko ring makita ang mga tagong yaman ng maynila.asa.)
Natutunan ko kay dra.margie holmes na ang malibog ay (ultra horny) at ang malaswa ay
(ultra sluttish). So pag naririnig niyo yung kapitbahay niyo na nag uusap, at pinagsisigawan niyang sobrang libog niya ibig sabihin super ultra horny siya?! yikes. potential sex maniac. hehehhehe. Buti na lang mga kapitbahay namin naka rest in peace lang. LOL.
Google. google. Blog Blog. And came across the blog of the GREAT Dra. Margie Holmes through the blog of carlos celdran. (Balang araw mag sa- signup ako sa isang walking tour niya. Gusto ko ring makita ang mga tagong yaman ng maynila.asa.)
Natutunan ko kay dra.margie holmes na ang malibog ay (ultra horny) at ang malaswa ay
(ultra sluttish). So pag naririnig niyo yung kapitbahay niyo na nag uusap, at pinagsisigawan niyang sobrang libog niya ibig sabihin super ultra horny siya?! yikes. potential sex maniac. hehehhehe. Buti na lang mga kapitbahay namin naka rest in peace lang. LOL.
Monday, February 5
busog
yesterday, we saw a sea of people-in-white. we were at the edges, high above the coliseum. No, we were at the top-most bleacher of the coliseum. Our sister took her oath as a professional; We were there not to witness the ceremony but to enjoy the bounty after the oath taking. Hahaha.. Cripsy pata. hototay. Max's fried chicken. Kare-kare. Lumpiang ubod. Pansit. Strawberry cake something. Buko pandan. Ang tiyan ko umakyat na sa lalamunan sa kabusugan. hahaha. I was careful not to move so much ... baka isuka ko lang. sayang naman. hahaha.
Oh well, that's the downside if you love to eat and knows how to cook. You compare ordered foods with your nanay's home cooking, Or your own cooking.You're quick to diss the dish as nothing special. Not that it's your goal to utter blasphemies about how the food tasted and how it was prepared, it is still about enjoying and feasting.
Food food food.
it sets my mood
sweet. spicy and salty
they all tastes good to me
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QLC has been visiting me -- again. Damn, i can't take option 2 or 3. It's ridiculously immoral for me to shell out such amount. I can't take those options because of my ideals. I can't sell them. I won't let the system corrupt me. Obviously, taking option 2 or 3 would force me to sell my principles to compensate for the investment. Although my parents urge me to take option 2 or 3, I won't. I'm too conscientious to drain our fragile financial status quo. I must make up my mind. quickly.
Oh well, that's the downside if you love to eat and knows how to cook. You compare ordered foods with your nanay's home cooking, Or your own cooking.You're quick to diss the dish as nothing special. Not that it's your goal to utter blasphemies about how the food tasted and how it was prepared, it is still about enjoying and feasting.
Food food food.
it sets my mood
sweet. spicy and salty
they all tastes good to me
==================================
QLC has been visiting me -- again. Damn, i can't take option 2 or 3. It's ridiculously immoral for me to shell out such amount. I can't take those options because of my ideals. I can't sell them. I won't let the system corrupt me. Obviously, taking option 2 or 3 would force me to sell my principles to compensate for the investment. Although my parents urge me to take option 2 or 3, I won't. I'm too conscientious to drain our fragile financial status quo. I must make up my mind. quickly.
Friday, February 2
secretary of injustice
SEC. RAUL GONZALEZ
contortionist. rapist. showbiz.
Grabe, pati ba naman kalikasan dadayain mo ?
FOOL MOON
and the moon
is in full bloom
emanating soft light
pulling the tide
the roundness
and roughness hypnotizes
cavorting with darkness
exposing banal sadness
the wolf is shrieking
its soft whisper
unable to devour
lulled into lazy sleep
behind the soft light
of the full moon night
is the sun's harsh ray
pricks the freak of fruition
night and day and night
hot cold lukewarm warm
vicious vicissitudes
this is life's platitude
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4.00am sumisigaw ang alarm clock ko. Pero 4.30 gumigising ang katawan ko. kinakaladkad ako ng paa papuntang banyo. Upo sa trono. Magpapainit ng tubig sa maliit na balde (baldito?). Ngayon lang to, kasi sobrang lamig, ako'y nanginginig, pati labi ko kinikilig. Ang GINAW. COLD. BRR, ITS COLD IN HERE THERE MUST BE !@#$%^& IN THE ATMOSPHERE... magpupunas sa tuwalya, magsusuklay, maglalagay ng deodorant. Ilalagay sa marumihan ang maruming damit. Mag bi-brief, Kuuha ng damit na ginamit na ng paulit ulit. Magpapantalon.Bababa sa kusina. Sisilipin ang pagkain. Kukuha ng plato, lalagyan ng sinangag. Kanina, spicy sardinas ang ulam at itlog na pula salsa. Pero wala ng kamatis, naiisip ng kapatid ko na pipino na lang ang ilagay. Masarap din naman, pero iba pa rin ang kamatis. Nabusog naman ako. Talagang nagpapakabusog ako. Kasi hindi na ako kumakain sa tanghali. Inilagay ang kinainan sa hugasan. Kumuha ng tasa. Pumunta ng kapihan. Kape, asukal, at creamer. Huling baso ng maiinit na tubig sa termos. Ininom ng dahan dahan. Umakyat uli, nag medyas. Ang kapatid hindi pa natutulog mula kagabi. Marathon. Princess hours. Tumatawang mag-isa. Ako, nagpaalam na, papasok na sa opisina. 5.30 am. Sa crossing sumakay. ordinaryong bus. 48.00 piso. Sa likod habang mag isa - sa binta nakita. BILOG NA BILOG ang buwan. ANG GANDA. Mapusyaw na liwanag.
Kelan ka tumingin sa buwan? kelan mo huling pinagmasdan ang mga bituin sa kalangitan? Kelan? Saan?
Sana makita mo rin ...
is in full bloom
emanating soft light
pulling the tide
the roundness
and roughness hypnotizes
cavorting with darkness
exposing banal sadness
the wolf is shrieking
its soft whisper
unable to devour
lulled into lazy sleep
behind the soft light
of the full moon night
is the sun's harsh ray
pricks the freak of fruition
night and day and night
hot cold lukewarm warm
vicious vicissitudes
this is life's platitude
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4.00am sumisigaw ang alarm clock ko. Pero 4.30 gumigising ang katawan ko. kinakaladkad ako ng paa papuntang banyo. Upo sa trono. Magpapainit ng tubig sa maliit na balde (baldito?). Ngayon lang to, kasi sobrang lamig, ako'y nanginginig, pati labi ko kinikilig. Ang GINAW. COLD. BRR, ITS COLD IN HERE THERE MUST BE !@#$%^& IN THE ATMOSPHERE... magpupunas sa tuwalya, magsusuklay, maglalagay ng deodorant. Ilalagay sa marumihan ang maruming damit. Mag bi-brief, Kuuha ng damit na ginamit na ng paulit ulit. Magpapantalon.Bababa sa kusina. Sisilipin ang pagkain. Kukuha ng plato, lalagyan ng sinangag. Kanina, spicy sardinas ang ulam at itlog na pula salsa. Pero wala ng kamatis, naiisip ng kapatid ko na pipino na lang ang ilagay. Masarap din naman, pero iba pa rin ang kamatis. Nabusog naman ako. Talagang nagpapakabusog ako. Kasi hindi na ako kumakain sa tanghali. Inilagay ang kinainan sa hugasan. Kumuha ng tasa. Pumunta ng kapihan. Kape, asukal, at creamer. Huling baso ng maiinit na tubig sa termos. Ininom ng dahan dahan. Umakyat uli, nag medyas. Ang kapatid hindi pa natutulog mula kagabi. Marathon. Princess hours. Tumatawang mag-isa. Ako, nagpaalam na, papasok na sa opisina. 5.30 am. Sa crossing sumakay. ordinaryong bus. 48.00 piso. Sa likod habang mag isa - sa binta nakita. BILOG NA BILOG ang buwan. ANG GANDA. Mapusyaw na liwanag.
Kelan ka tumingin sa buwan? kelan mo huling pinagmasdan ang mga bituin sa kalangitan? Kelan? Saan?
Sana makita mo rin ...
Thursday, February 1
COUGAR
199x-January 2007
loyal.jealous.psychotic.
He was the alpha-dog
biggest among three
dark brown and moody
sterile and bulky
he eats his vegies
loves pandesal
can open the gate
and bite w/o provocations
we love him still.
was hit twice by a jeep
unscathed, it might have caused
his psychotic dog behavior
farewell dog...
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COLD JANUARY MORNINGS
the mercury is asleep
the clouds are low
breeze, freezing
branches breaking
ears allergic to alarms
body curled inside blanket
siberian wind blowing east
lazy body lying in glee
loyal.jealous.psychotic.
He was the alpha-dog
biggest among three
dark brown and moody
sterile and bulky
he eats his vegies
loves pandesal
can open the gate
and bite w/o provocations
we love him still.
was hit twice by a jeep
unscathed, it might have caused
his psychotic dog behavior
farewell dog...
============================
COLD JANUARY MORNINGS
the mercury is asleep
the clouds are low
breeze, freezing
branches breaking
ears allergic to alarms
body curled inside blanket
siberian wind blowing east
lazy body lying in glee
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