i have bookmarked them
they are the first thing firefox loads.
i read for updates,hoping there will be.
hopefully none, saving me from heartbreaks.
yes, i'm torturing myself
preparing for 'that' day
still, hoping not for failure
but for that bam-wam-alakazam
i read them, rants, fantasies, fears, and hopes
just so, even vicariously - live them
so that i might feel their panic, lost, and triumph
so that i can feel the splendor -- the HALLOW halls
